monday

• I got my new books for Modern and Contemporary
• I biked 10 miles 
• tonight's lighting 101 and I am pumped and ready for this

today was also more talking about the thing. First with heidi. 
she thinks that day is the best option, but aahhh. I don't want it, but I do, you know? She was really happy that I called them. Then with the medical side of things and that worked out okay ish, they wrote me orders for labs and stuff, which is good, but now I gotta call and figue out all this ish to get it done. sooo.... 
I  now have a code attached to me. r63.0 It's official. I have anorexia. 
I want to cry. Can I cry after 101?