Decisions

• Ashley called. Night IOP. I'm extremely thankful that they're willing to offer me that option with the condition that if I don't do it, Day program is a thing. 

I'm having a really bad day today so I'm not good at thinking of things to be happy about. it's a lot to think about and a lot has happened here. But I love you guys a lot. so yeah. 

It's 3am. 
I helped out with light call. I learned that ladders aren't as scary as I thought. Then again, nothing is really scary when you've got energy drink in you and you were just told a huge thing a few hours ago. Lots of huge things really. But yeah. Pretty crappy day. Oh well. 

Tomorrow will be better.