well...

• signed up for another 2 advising sessions. This is scary. Will I get everything done on time? Who even knows what I want to do? It's certainly not me. I want to do too much. 
• Talked with Kim and cried with her about some stuff. i could be out in 2-3 weeks. I'm not ready. I need more time. I know I'll just leave and probably keep up with things for a little bit, but I won't stay with them for long. I'll relapse. I'm not secure yet. It's a scary relief.
• I got a lot of work done today which is good I guess